Day One

And we're off! Cigarettes that is! So here is the real mind bender to all this quiting stuff. I do not smoke this early in the morning. In fact I usually wait till after my kids are in bed at night before I'll "go burn one." I also go a couple of days here and there without a craving. But here I am... Day one... bright and early in the morning. And now that I know I am quitting... I want one. *sigh* Its the whole coveting thing I guess. You want what you cant have. At least I know its all in my mind. By the time my brain is actually in need of some nicotine to maintain its chemical state of balance, I am sure that my brain and I will have been fighting all day and no longer be speaking to each other. And being as how my brain is so stubborn, I am hoping it will not come crawling back to me to beg for some nicotine. We'll see how that goes! Let the insanity begin!